I don’t remember the last time I looked at clothes let alone bought anything. I’m staring at my wardrobe in despair that everything looks shit.+
what I’d give to afford this dress and then look that good in it, christ it’s amazing!+
I’d love to wear this, especially the metallic heels, but they aren’t very me so it’s safe to say I’d be worried but I guess that’s what having your own style is about..+
for years I tried just about every gel, cream, lotion and/or ointment on the market to make my skin better and while it isn’t perfect now it’s getting better. do you know why? moisturiser. after googling every cure possible not one person considered that moisturising would help but here you go people, moisturiser works, try it.
and if you’re thinking but my skin is greasy/oily so doesn’t need more moisture, mine is too, but it turns out if you let you skin get dehydrated it becomes greasier and oilier.
not that anyone gives a shit cause everyone’s skin is better than mine now anyway ha :(+
So after months of going to the gym, about 4 months before I went on holiday I really decided to give it a go and I saw a bit of a result, but not much but it was something. Then while I was on holiday I felt massive and after I went on holiday I felt like I was back where I started. I see so many people have such good results in like 2 months and I couldn’t even get half that in 4, so right now Im sitting here feeling really shit and fat and I don’t know what to do cause I know I don’t like loads of really healthy stuff and so I feel like that’s it if I don’t like it I’m never gonna lose weight and I haven’t and I’ve nearly been going to the gym for a fucking year and I’m still massive and feel like shit and I just needed to write this down and I hate myself. WHAT’S THE POINT IN EVEN FUCKING TRYING IF NOTHING HAPPENS AND YOU STILL LOOK SHIT AND YOU’LL NEVER LOOK ANY BETTER.+
i need to get a real job so i can stop crying over expensive lingerie and start crying in expensive lingerie
But I’d still look shit in it so oh well.+
I keep accidentally winking at random people at work when I’m trying to think. Like a customer will ask where something is and I will wink while telling them or my manager will ask when I’m next at work and i’ll wink at them too.. I can’t stop it, I need help.+